Today sucked but God is control
I'm in a really weird position right now. I'm so disheartened and so discouraged, yet I still have Peace. How is that even possible? Hope really isn't there but peace is. Joy isn'r really there either but peace is. I know that whether I have a good day or a bad day eventually those feelings will end and God will remain faithful. I don't see how people walk through trials like this without a savior. I know I couldn't do it. Right now, I'm just operating on emotional fumes knowing that this feeling in the pit of my stomach is temporary. God is faithful even though I might not feel it at this precise moment. Those feeling of Joy will return. Right now I'm just leaning into the promises of God. Tomorrow the rest of this week, this month, this year will be better.