Shadrach, Meshac, Abendego and Beeman
It has been a really hard week/month/year. I mentioned yesterday about the Spiritual Novocaine that has sustained my peace through a very trying time. I’m still trying to balance hope amidst the growing reality that encompasses me. It’s a delicate balance to keep my hopes up while not getting my hopes too far up. Seems confusing? Welcome to my life. I’ve been so disappointed in my own actions which in part led to my present circumstances. So I guess I’m trying to protect myself from even more disappointments. I’m hoping this is rock bottom. I just am loathe to discover if there are any sublevels to rock bottom. I remember going through my first divorce. Every time I thought I hit rock bottom there were still a few more sub-levels which I stumbled to. The difference this time, instead of praying for restoration, which I am, I am instead focusing my prayers on seeking God at every opportunity. My faith is wholl...