As anticipated...a Better Day.
I figured today would be better and it certainly was. I just need to anticipate the horrible days and incorporate them into my routine as part of the recovery process. I’m thankful that these horrible days are becoming fewer and far between. I’m grateful to be making significant psychological progress. 6 months ago it was 6 and ½ horrible days and a ½ decent day. Then it switched to 5 horrible days and 2 decent ones. The closer I got to chasing God the more the horrible days inverted with the good days. I’m thankful that I’m up to 5 good days to every 2 bad days now. I aim to keep the streak headed in the right direction. The positive part for me is that the good days are NOT dictated by circumstance. Thus they are more achievable with consistency. The thing I’m doing is “Seeking God with all my heart, soul and mind” on a continuous basis. All these things are slowly being added unto me. Today was a ve...