Today Sucked! So why am I so happy?
Short answer: “I don’t know.” Longer more contemplative answer I think Im starting to figure out the difference once again between happiness and joy. Being happy might be overstating it a bit. I’m more at Peace with a little Hope thrown in for good measure. But the spurt of happiness doesn’t make any sense. I shouldn’t be hopeful. Almost everything went wrong for me today. Some of it was a result of my mistakes and some of it not. But the frustration and disappointment had different peaks from morning, to afternoon to evening. Seemingly nothing went right. Then inexplicably I felt a peace come over me in the early evening when I should have been at my absolutely lowest moment. Then I started to get hopeful. Did something happen to me to cause this? Not really it’s still mostly bad with a few bright flashes thrown in there. The only thing keeping me going right now, other than my children, is my un...