Embracing Solitude.
It is so strange, bizarre and exhilarating what is happening to me. I am actually noticing it in real time. I’m being transformed. Now I’ve prayed, prayed and prayed to God to do certain things. I was quite specific and insistent on the exact details of my prayers. I told God exactly what I wanted Him to do and when. And I kept praying and praying and praying. There are always three ways that God ALWAYS answers prayers. Yes, No, and not yet. This has been true of my life time and time again. What He also revealed to me is that God can change my heart. I prayed for two to three solid years for God to restore my first marriage. I prayed fervently and passionately. The good part is that the more I prayed to closer I got to God. Then the revelation hit. God hit me with a No to my prayer but with a caveat I later found out. It was No (because I have something better for you). I just didn’t realize...