Another downer day. Time to suck it up and just make it through.
It was another downer day. Nothing specific happened to make it such a day. I think it’s just the process that I have to go through. I’m learning as I’m trying not to over-react when I get in down and lonely moods. The holidays are obviously a bit tough. My girls are so excited for Christmas and I just can’t share in their excitement. I don’t want to be a debbie downer around them so I’m forcing on a happy face. It’s a fake it, till you make it kind of thing. My eldest is really wanting a live Christmas tree which we’ve never had before. So I’ll probably go and choose one with her. I have zero Christmas decorations. So everything will have to be from scratch this year. So I made a conscious choice just to endure the down day. I tried to do things that help my mood. I went to see a Norwegian movie after school and had lunch. I just love watching foreign films. The ones that come over and hit...