Three loud, awesome, and messy days followed by unwanted quiet and cleanliness
I feel as if I’m on a roller coaster of emotion. I had such a spectacular 3 days with my girls. The thing is, because of the separation my time with them is limited. So I’m learning to maximize every moment that I have. I know I should have been doing this all along. My focus is only on them so I don’t bother writing in the blog or exercising or doing anything else that I normally do when I am alone. Now that I’ve returned them I’m back to feeling alone again. As high as my high for the past three days was, I’m trying to avoid the low of loneliness. I know God is there for me and I’ll embrace Him but now I’m just feeling the raw emotion of loss. It sucks. So let me recount the good from this past weekend and hopefully that will lift my spirits. I got the girls on Friday and we like to plan out the weekend’s meals. They like to eat healthy, something I don’t do as much as I should when I’m alone. ...