Confounding Hope
It’s confounding. I am so filled with hope right now. Yet nothing really out of the ordinary happened in the physical realm to warrant that hope. In fact, I’m in the same situation as I was in May when I was at the very bottom filled with despair. The only thing I can really attribute it to is my faith. I’ve mentioned before that there is nothing really I can do to fix my situation. The only thing I know to do is to “Seek God first and All these things will be added unto you.” So that’s what I’ve been doing, Seeking God at every opportunity. While my situation on the outside doesn’t seem to have changed, the internal side of has changed. I really can’t explain it. Maybe that’s why they say it’s the Peace that passes all understanding because it makes no sense. I should be just as miserable as I was before but for some reason I’m not. The only thing that I can reason is that God is faithful. The cr...