A haunting darkness of despair
I had a very strong impression a few days ago that this was going to be a very tough week. So I was able to prepare for it…or so I thought. I did blog about this a couple of days ago. So I had a bad day on Thursday but a surprisingly good day on Friday. I thought I was out of the woods. Boy was I wrong. Yesterday, Saturday was absolutely brutal. Did anything bad happen to me to make it horrible? no. There was just a heaviness on me that I could almost feel. I was filled with fear, depression and doubt. It just kind of snuck up on me, right after I finished yesterday’s blog post around 8:00pm. Some people believe in spiritual attacks and some people don’t. The great line from the Usual Suspects is “The greatest trick the Devil ever did was convince the world he didn’t exist.” I felt what can only be described as a dark presence all night last night even waking up in the middle of the night to it. Since this is...