Despair (not just an extra tire in your trunk)
I patted myself on the back a few times because I thought that was a clever title. I was touched and honored by having some dear friends reach out to me letting me know that I wasn’t alone. That did encourage me and I was very appreciative. But fishing for encouragement was not the reason why I started re-writing this blog. This is good therapy for me. I know this is a season that I must trudge through alone. God is with me. Sometimes I feel his presence deeply, sometimes I feel like I’m walking alone. It’s that old “Footprints” poem I guess. I know that God is faithful. And I am also NOT trying to blame anyone for my current state of being. I brought this all upon myself. I think it’s made worse because this is not my first rodeo, Unfortunately. During my first divorce I didn’t start the healing process until I started to look in the mirror and took accountability for my actions. That was a very ...