Rick Beeman

  It’s been awhile since I blogged. I honestly missed sharing but I wanted to make sure I kept my priorities in the right place, thus the absence.  I had the kids a good chunk of the winter break from school and it was fabulous.  My focus was entirely on them.  There was just a lot of giggling and joy spread around.  From the despair of this past year for me it was such a welcome change.  I was anticipating a huge drop off in despair/grieving once I dropped the kids off.  You see, I loved being married, I loved being a great dad, I loved being a family.  To have that ripped away has been very painful.  I’m doing the only thing I know to do and that is to lean into my faith.  I don’t have any answers right now and I don’t know what the future holds.  I only know the promise that “Seek First the Kingdom and His Righteousness and ALL these things will be added unto you.”  I’m seeing that play out in real time.  God is faithfu...